First blog post

Hey everyone I wanted to make this blog to show you what I luv to do as far as crafting and and also other amaizing things I do with my family I also might start posting show notes of the YouTube podcast that I make for my knitting adventures and all the good things that comes within that I also have to say that I am enjoying this community a whole lot I never thought there were so many wonderful people out here I have to say thank you to those that subscribe to my channel and for those who are just checking my channel subscribe hit like is free and lets join each other in this amaizing community I can’t wait to share all these fun things I will be making or getting into.

How can the one you love hurt you so much

It has been 9 years that she has been with him but for the two last years he has been changing with her the mood swings he would forget birthdays, anniversaries, valentines, Christmas, the days that meant the world to us didn’t matter no more even to be together she felt him far also boy was the bed cold the distance got bigger and bigger and he mistreated her and treated her like shit he called her names and told her she wasn’t women enough but then again she did everything for him she lived for him and her kids and forgot bout her she wore the same things over and over to give everything to him and the kids she even paid the mayority of the bills he only pay two bills and let her deal with everything by herself but she didn’t care because she love him and didn’t worry but when she wanted him to spend time with him there was lots of excuses a guy that works as maintenance in a shelter who maid $700.00 to $800.00 every two weeks and look always had excuses to take her out or even buy her anything to tell you the truth before those two years off hell he was attentive and very lovable and also cared to please in everything there was never nothing she wanted that he maid her wait but look how things ended he desrespected her family and try to fight her father and she cry so much she loved him so much he would tell her to go suck a d… and more she was in so much pain it also ended with an order protection she now thinks about her kids and wants him away even if her heart is in million of pieces her safety matters more he the began to join a gang and desired he was bigger then anyone he would act so different he would ask herself y if all she did was love him but the truth is she did too much hold to much and gave so much and only received tears 😭 and he would make her feel like the worst shit on earth he had race her kids and always loved them and go crazy when anything happened but as of lately he didn’t even have respect for them again she ask him to leave her alone he then post on social media all her business her sickness and he even post her address he called her dirty he put her down on social this young women is showing she is strong on the outside but the truth is she is destroyed she left him loving him her heart is shattered and she feels she will never give her heart again so much pain so much disappointments she never thought he would do this to her if anything she thought she finally settle and didn’t have to look no where but she was wrong he was fake and he did worst this young women gave him everything and loved him to moon and back and never believe anything no one sId about him the world just shattered and she feels lost she us to ask herself what did she do wrong if she was fat if because of her sickness did he find her nasty because she has soriasis is a skin condition she had started feeling like she wasn’t good enough but later on she realize she had no blame to his behavior but then again he had the blame he never cared so she thinks he was fake she feels used and abused and now she is in a limbo because she free herself from him bullshit even if she is hurt because he was getting worst and worst she can’t even believe he change this much with her she didn’t even recognize him is like if he was someone she didn’t know boys was she broken but she will move forward and taking care of her kids is a priority and she will focused on herself it is time to breath and do other things she still haven’t move his things out the house because she is not ready to his things go but she brakes her head worrying about him day and night she no longer wants to feel hurt by him or mistreated by him anymore people say forget but how you forget 9 years of relationship because she can’t his clothes is where he left it she those not find the strength to let his stuff go her chest hurts her heart broken oh by the way she is me nereida delgado a women who loved unconditionally and gave him everything loyalty honesty faithful and only look at him never cheated and yes I am hurt

A little bit on how I feel!

I’ve notice that as I get older I get wiser and I see things different I want more In life then I use to I also wanna build something like get a house for me and my kids and a car I want to live a healthy life and enjoy every moment with my kids I do understand that my twins are autistic with developmental delays and that’s hard to deal with at times but I still want to make things happen for them and my son my son on the other hand is going to be 16 this July 26 and I want him to succeed in life I also don’t want to get him into drama with my spouse but at the same time I need to think what’s best for us because as of right now I don’t think my relationship is healthy I do believe he holds me back a lot because I see we don’t want the same thing in life we are two totally opposite people he has maid some choices now where I am not happy I look at him different their are just some things that when a men gets a wife and kids in his life you just shouldn’t do in the long wrong I know is gonna bite me in the ass but I just need a change and start with myself and also with my kids my life is not easy many people believe I have money because I get what I want and when I want things but the truth is I struggle because I do the majority of the work in the house and my kids are still young but things with get into shape I have a wonderful son who treats me like gold who always takes care of me and spoils me like crazy a young who I have taught right from wrong who isin title to give an opinion and speak his mind and he is my life soon he will be working and off to college so things will get better I don’t know when is the right time to let go of this person I’ve share nine years of my life with who at times it seams like he is getting worse and worse like instead of him doing better that’s not the case I can tell you I am prepared for what is coming because I’ve been their before but how you let go of someone who means so much to you how do you brake that bond when in reality he has broken it this is my truth

Can you believe this

My babygirl wears winter clothes in the summer yesterday was the hottest day in a while and she wore this in the house Jesus and in the winter she wears summer clothes she is super weird I luv her