I have been so nice to my hubby well if I can call him that we haven’t been living together for the past two weeks and I am scared to face my reality and three kids bills and criticize people I also feel abandone used and manipulated alone almost as if I can’t trust no one life is hard for me but I know me and my kids will be k we might struggle but we will strive and do the right thing I just dont know how to deal with all this pain I have to hide for the sake of my kids I have to be strong when deep down inside I am drowning how to deal how to not have a breaksdown to not look week infront of others how I’m just overwhelmed by this situation 9 yrs and now this breakup and never again i was not prepared for that i thought we had forever but i was wrong