As time passes i see the bigger picture now!

Sometime we do so much for our kids that we dorget we here and that we feel to i finally came to the conclusion that giving everthing to your kids because you didnt have it wasnt the best way in the future they dont see how you feel and push you away i am here pouring out my heart beacause i have noone to talk to and yeah maybe i am this annoying bitch people say i am but i know for a fact i am a hell of a great mother when you think your happy and your not when you believe everything is cuming together and its not when the one person you thought would never hurt you hurts you when is your child that talks back at you when desrespecting me is ok for him and because he is 18 he thinks is ok when i see i mean nothing to him nomore and he states to dont talk to him that hit me in the heart when your son tells you at my dad im in piece and at home their is this negative vibe the question is when did we grew apart when did my son stop luving me or caring when did i became annoying and pestering to him when a parent tells you that everything i do is for you and that i do everything for we dont take things out on you of what we bought you we are not throwing it in your face we telling you what we do for you regardless and when you make anything happened to give him everything and he thinks is ok to be rude and disrespectful twards me thats when i have to put my foot down and let him know i am your mom and you have to listen to me while you live in this house you have to respect me i feel so bad like i did something wrong i know i didnt but it hurts my son for me has been and will always be my everything and my girls but i thought i had a special bond with him i guess not when did he in his mind think is ok to yell at his mother and question when i tell him to do something wao all i can say i am shock but i will move foward and do right by the girls i raised him right he is 18 now is time for me to do things for the girls and hope and pray they dont hate me like it seems my son those i haveent been vlogging because i havent been feeling well has anyone gone through these faces with their 18 year old because lord knows it hurts my soul

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