it did take most of the day well till now but I even got my inserts in folder named a5 a6 happy planner mini and classic personal wide personal and half letter size so that when I need an insert I can find the folder depending on the planner I am using so I don’t need to look in Etsy to find the inserts. also did that with the printable stickers I purchased on Etsy as well. now I can find what I need even faster. this makes me happy. to be organize and to know where things are. so yeah I have to say I finish my shawl yesterday and my socks the day before both of them on to my sons sleeves and yes I am happy I finished two wips in two days yeah I am on a role. any who have a great day everyone.
I woke super exited for the day ahead today! lots to do but I first started with my breakfast and what is my breakfast! I had my Herbalife shake and tea and my tablets for the day. super happy to start the day relax. witch is something that happens rarely but ill take it. lots to do today! sweep and mop my bedroom, put my girls unicorn pictures on their wall, make a calendar for them to have certain task to do on a daily basis, I have to print some inserts for my a5 I am also thinking to use it on my half letter size to lets see if that fits, read my book, blog, watch youtube, finish my sons sweater well the sleeves I mean, so yeah have my day cut out also cooking. what to cook? it has to be healthy you guys have any ideas?
I haven’t noticed that for two weeks straight I haven’t got any sleep! I have been watching youtube and knitting super late at night and somehow did not noticed that time has pass me by! I have to say I have been moody a bit. but did not noticed that because of lack of sleep things been bothering me a bit.
well my dear friends from the inter webs let me tell you it is real, the struggle is real, being that I have lupus my doctors band me from being outside. my immune system is trash apparently and I cannot be outside so that I don’t get corona virus or any virus in the air. Jesus this has taken a toll on me, and I didn’t even noticed. with all the painting and rearanging the rooms in the house and playing animal crossing. it has acured to me that being in lock down has cause me to stress and I also have a severe sleep apnea thing going on. it those bother me that I can’t go outside nor the fact that this is it for now. and that I am stuck at home. I miss the fresh air. and going to get a coffee. I miss my freedom. I miss browsing through the stores. this has stressed me in a way I never thought it would. omg I miss my mom so much, I mean do FaceTime but it is not the same at all. I miss drinking coffee with her and laughing at dome stuff and spending time together. and yes I am still a child I like to bother my mother I mean that’s my job. my dad was sick not so long ago and was taken to the hospital and I couldn’t be there. that killed me why because my immune system is trash I couldn’t be there.
I also been blessed to see my fiber family through zoom but it is not the same. I miss the face to face and just talking bout yarn and other things while being together. I really miss the fresh air of being outside. I have try to keep myself dizzy and try not to think about what is going on but the truth is I have been thinking bout everything and it bothers me that we have to be locked in. I mean I am not ignorant I know that this is to keep us safe because what’s going on in the world is dangerous and this is the safe way to do it social distancing.
I am not allow to be outside is all I can think of! the truth this is the safe way to be. this is also scary that we are going through this but I hope they find the cure soon. even though I know life will never be the same. some people deserve to breath some air. I am moody is true, lack of sleep plays a big part in it.
so last night I drunk a sleeping pill! yes you herd me I had to because I feel to moody at times and I take things out on my boyfriend at times and he don’t deserve it! you might see me as a bitch but the truth is I am human and tired of being in the house. but any who I drunk the pill I did get some sleep last night I am feeling a little better today. hopefully I can fall asleep tonight without the medication because I don’t want to be like some people that get adicted to these medications because that is horrible. ill try to go to sleep without them tonight and let you guys know how it goes.
my boyfriend is such a sweet heart he got me a Dagne dover bag he is the sweetest men on earth I hope he can forgive my temper tantrum because lack of sleep plays a big part in this and I don’t mean it.
I hope everyone is doing better then me and enjoying the breaze when need be and have a bless night everyone
my kids are doing good thank god and things will get better god willing!
I am supervisor in Herbalife I am also a coach and I help people eat better and guide them to a better start in the product of what they need to maintain the weight or to loose the weight truth be told I also use the products and I can advice you it works if you do It right. I have herd that oh but I use to use it and I gain the weight back fast! the questions were you doing it right were you eating right and exercising on a regular? were you following your coach instructions? I guaranteed success if you do it the right way! also my boyfriend became a preferred member and he is super exited! we are super exited to help those in need to loose or gain or even maintain the weight. we also give you a chat where team beauty stay in communication and post meals they eat on a daily basis for them to be accounted for. it is not hard just how much you want it and are you gonna push for you to meat your goals. that’s is the question? if you would like to join me in this amazing team beauty journey let me know their are also a guys group as well they also have their chat groups where they post their meals and ask for advice also if your interested in joining the business with me let me know we can both help each other and others as well! don’t get discourage try it out with me and I will help you meet your goals! in my blog I make sure to post the truth of my life and what I am doing and engaging on so that you can see that I am a real person and that this is not to sell products only but advice and help when need be!
team beauty has helped me love me and work on what I considered my flaws. trust me I learn to love myself and my skin but I do struggle sometime with life. I have psoriasis and that’s a big thing in my life. is something I have been dealing with since I was 8 years old. and I hate it to be honest. I also feel ugly at times. but my group and my coach always remind me that I am beautiful and that I just have to work eating healthy and working out and to use products that don’t have so much alcohol in them so that it don’t irritate my condition. also I have been using the soap from herbalife and it has help me a lot my skin is not as dry as it was before and I love it. we also have empowering days where we sit together via life or zoom and we talk about our goals and how we feel and what we want to change and we give each other advice. and when we fall back down we all push each other back up! why because this is like a sisterhood we stick together no matter what and we have to help one another no matter the consequences! their times we all are going through some things in our personal life that brings us back to the dark hole but we have to know that we have each other to help us get back up!
this is my truth let me know if your interested and if you would like me add you to team beauty!
ok so it took more then 20 minutes but over all it was so juicy and yummy i did not put no oil or nothing just sessoning and i put them in aluminum foil and walla but super fast to cook and we enjoy it with a salad my boyfriend made i feel is worth it to get one especially when you are eating healthy and this makes it ten times much more easy to cook
I know I have to post the pictures of my air fryer with the chicken wings and drumsticks! I haven’t forgot but my Fone is currently charging right now so yeah as soon as it charges I will definitely post the pictures here for you guys truth be told it came out amazing.
ok so today I had a great morning wake. my kids came to the room and gave me a hug and told me they love me and that maid my day for sure. to top it off my daughters teacher helped me with some situation with google classroom. and now I can help my girls with their work. thank god!
my son maid oatmeal witch everyone loves when he makes it super creamy and yummy. no arguments today and the girls were super nice and calm something that barely happens here. but it helps for them to be a little at ease. but I don’t know if you know but I have two autistic with developmental delays beautiful twins and hyper active girls that keep me going for the most part. but today is and was an amazing day they cope with their work and play with their toys and put things away when told to and that barely happens so yeah great day.
my son did his work as well and tone down the attitude he had for the past few days being that he is hyper active and bypolar and that’s something that he fluctuate with from time to time. over all my son is super smart and very loving and caring he just come at you a little sometimes and you know as parents we have to check it. but once nip in the but he is back to normal again. but my son to me is the most important person in my life he is the one that makes sure I am ok and that no-one disrespects me at all he is just the best I don’t make no decisions with out him what so ever. but for the most part we have a huge understanding of each other.
I knit on my neon socks today I want to get the gussets its decrease to just knit in the round and I am loving these thus far. loving the colors guys I am in love with these regia socks.
I must get back into reading books so tomorrow ill read my book and let you know if I did read it or not.
so how are you guys doing? if you have kids with autism and developmental delays how you cope with it? and is their any pointers you can give me? to ease my work as a parent I love my kids dearly and if their is something you have done with your kids different I would like for you to give me advice?
until soon when I post the air fryer result of the drum sticks and wigs stay tune
I am gonna make some chicken wings and drum sticks wish me luck we are just experimenting today but healthy eating is the key. I will show some pictures of the steps I took in making it and if it works or if it was a nah moments see you soon!
sometimes I give attitude to my boyfriend and he don’t deserve it but sometimes he is a bit to clingy maybe is me but the truth is I am tired of being coop up in the home with him all day the truth is he is a sweet heart but I need my space I don’t mean to be rude but I am like that sometimes and I don’t like be smuder I know is wrong but maybe god needs to send him a job as soon as possible because seeing him all day aint working the truth is he is amazing and such a nice men but I feel like this quarantine is driving me nuts I just miss my space to be outside and come home and wait for him when he came home from work am I wrong for that? I don’t know what do you think?
wao truth be told I didn’t know I spend so much on a monthly basis. I did not know I had 33 subscriptions yeah isn’t this crazy omg but then when I look at the types of subscriptions I couldn’t believe on what on makeup on online knitting things I don’t even check on this made me laugh because I can’t believe I did this to myself like who those that I did am I ashamed of it yes I could’ve spend the money on useful things I made sure to unsubscribes to these subscriptions because the majority of them I didn’t need I know we love Ipsy but do we really use all the product that comes in it also FabFitFun is another subscription that is super expensive and I don’t use the majority of the items that comes in it so I maid sure to unsubscribes to these things I don’t need and now I can plan on paying my credit cards and focus on other things that are more important to me like saving for a house and to get a car eventually and buying new furniture for the house
I think now that we have the time we should look into our expenses and see where our money is going to and make better choices subscribe to things your gonna use and safe some money
what are your plans for the day? It is so sad that is such a pretty day and we can’t go out with the kids this is starting to get harder for me to manage because ive been in doors for like two months and I feel like I am going to go crazy with all this crazy situation goin on. I try so many to stay focus and not let it get to me and yes I’m running out of things to do in the house I fix the kids room soon will be working on my yarn room and my bedroom swap but after that the living room is super easy to do but then what lord knows I have try to stay positive with this but how much longer are we gonna live like this and why did all this happened?
it almost feels like a horror movie!
any who today I will wash clothes and cancel some subscriptions that I don’t necessary need or care for to safe money. I also will like to delete my emails but their are two many of them and it takes so much time to do so. but the truth is my fault for not checking my emails am I the only one that those that? because I think many of us have a tendency to accumulate lots of emails and just ignore it.
Any who today I will remain positive and make it works I promise if not I will go crazy.
last night Tommy pavan Edward and myself play some monopoly that was nice some family time is great. I maid the kids turn of their games so that we can play board games. we had a great time. this will be our new thing to do play board games watch movies.
my girls came back from my moms house they were their for the weekend and they had so much fun baking cupcakes and mixing batter and decorating them. I am so happy my mom spend time with them. it gives me a small break from all the crazy when we are coop up in the house not being able to do the normal witch by the way I don’t know what that is anymore. yeah so let the day begin strong and pray everything goes back to our normal or what ever that is now I don’t think anything will be back to normal no more. but for us to have our freedom back would be nice but I mean we have to be safe and god willing this pandemic goes away soon.
me and my friends are gonna do a zoom today all the knitters and I can’t wait we did it before and it was amazing I have to say I enjoy it it was like if we was together and we enjoy it we show the projects we are making and we chitchat about life and then some?
I really miss when me and my knitting friends got together and knit and chitchat in person and gave each other gifts and just hang out I can’t wait till this is over I need air
I have been feeling so down lately! I notice my psoriasis have been flaring worse then before and I am feeling a bit or shall I say super down lately I feel horrible like a skelly fish and it is bothering me last night I had a nerve breakdown and I swear their are times when is minor and times like yesterday when is worse also feeling like my boyfriend might leave me do to this matter for someone else any who that’s not the case thank god but in my previous relationship my ex had maid me feel so uncomfortable and had told me that it don’t matter who is with me eventually they will leave me because I look disgusting I know I am not suppose to listen to his crap right but certain words hits hard I know I am no longer in that relationship but those words lingered in my mind when ever the psoriasis gets worse I swear I am a positive person but when it comes to this subject guys I am week I swear I try every cream and laser light for it and nothing I also have history with this condition when I was 8 I had this all over my body but I was a little girl then but it also went away I just been dealing with this for the past 4 years now but this time it don’t want to go away this is crazy I feel so ugly sad down and then some I know I am beautiful I just don’t believe it sometimes or when the psoriasis gets worse I am with an amazing men now and I don’t want him to feel disgusted at me or by seeing me like this I tend to not want him in the bathroom if I shower because I don’t want him to see me or when we are in the bed room I tend to always have the light off because I don’t want him to be disgusted I let my past nail me with all the negative and is hard to move past that I really feel bad I know I have a nice body shape and I look good with clothes but when it comes to looking in the mirror I see that nasty person I need to get my self esteem up again I was never like this I didn’t care what others thought about me but this is a sensitive subject for me I just want you guys to know that their are things I am not proud of and I struggle with because truth be told I am not perfect at all trust me and I struggle through this for the past 4 years and I need to stay positive but when I see my self in the mirror I see ugly and have of the time I don’t want to look at myself because of this!
here you have something personal about me that I am not proud of!
I have noticed that my mood changes from time to time sometimes I am happy then in a split second I am In bad mood also sometimes I take small insignificant things out of the boyfriend I feel bad but it really is something I can’t control he is so good to me i swear being bipolar and skitsofrenik and the mood swings are bad I really need to go outside and breath I hope he don’t get tired of me I love him so much he is everything to me I have never felt at piece since we started he makes me happy he such a sweet heart I wish I could control my temper but it is not on me I can’t control it I feel too much pressure being in door I need air and to go out this quarantine is killing me truth be told I miss getting air and going out even if its for a little bit
its good to here positive feedbacks and for females to empower each other and help each other out and to maintain a possitive mind set in these time what are some ideas you have to maintain your self healthy? and what workouts are you doing in your home to stay active? what activities are you engaging in a daily basis If you want help with nutrition and if you need ideas let me know I have the best nutrition to help you loose weight or maintain your weight
I finally got the girls to do work in two sites the teacher suggested and they did good they enjoy it a lot another they read a book to the them and they answer a few questions about the book that was read to them so that was sweet also I played my animal crossing game I have to say it is a relaxing game to play love it so much I remember when the game came out years ago I had it and I enjoy it so much it brong memories beautiful ones and I had my shake and tabbies and promesas I use herbal life product I am a supervisor and a coach so if you need help getting into shape or need advice let me know and I will guide you the military diet I can’t do do to my condition of lupus but I can drink my shakes and be healthy loving all this again also I printed a couple of knitting patterns I want to knit I can’t wait but first the swatch I dread that process but in order for what you knit to fit you you have to make a gauge swatch so yeah I let you know if I maid one today or tomorrow also I have some cute patterns to make my sister her baby some socks she is going to have a baby I am so happy for her is her first baby so yeah that’s fun knitting ity bity items for babies right any who so here I am working on blogging everyday so that you guys have some content to read or see pictures or videos I can’t wait till this quarantine is over so that we can have our life back I know it won’t be the same but the air and then some would be nice
I can’t wait to play with it I am currently charging my game can’t wait to play my own animal crossing and I have to say the coral color is amazing even in person is Gorgs my boyfriend got the gray one and he is super exited to play his game but his game hasn’t come in yet hahahaha but I feel bad for him but I can’t wait to he gets his game my baby I am so happy with him and he is my everything I swear my kids love him and I have to say I love him to he treats me like a queen and he is very special to me
I maid a haul video on youtube on my sparklebeautyplans and that should be up by tomorrow so yeah I hope you guys enjoy it the content in this video is to die for the stickers and dividers and the shops I purchased them is gonna make you wanna buy some for your planner I mean I place another order yes is bad guys but it keeps me organized so yeah and I also got animal crossing for me and the system just got to my moms house Tommy went to get that for me so I can’t wait I will post pictures here I promise also my girls spoke to their therapist Both of my twins did and that turned out great I am happy for the girls my son learned to put hot spot on his Fone in his room to use his playstation 4 in his room so that’s great I don’t have to here him becoming about the game and him raging so the living room is back to normal and the girls have their room almost done now all I need is their hangers because their clothing rack came in so that’s a great thing life is great and keeping myself bizzy has kept me alive and feeling very productive also I send my son to do the dishes hahahahaha he is upset but he needs to do some chores right any who he is a great kid I love him so much he has been checking on line to see if he has homework but not yet they haven’t posted none yet so yeah but so far we have been staying on top of our game here as well as having fun I also fix my facebook group of sparklebeautyplans so its coming along just fine check me out guys