I maid this shirt with my scrap yarns from regis and I have to say the fit is amaizing and it turned out really nice I love it I would definitely knit more of this pattern well written and I love it what you think?
this show is so romantic and such and I enjoy it so much I make a bowl of popcorn and have some water and just watch the show it is that good is on Netflix’s I love it
I have to say I love stickers and planners and I am into happy planner classic and cloth and paper notiq planners and planners press dashboards and washiest tape and pens muji pens milliners highlighter I am obsessed hubby laugh at my creativity and he likes and supports my hobbies I like to make list and use stickers for certain things around the house I will post pictures soon of these amaizing planners I am obsessed with and ill post a youtube video on a flip through of my planner and favorite items to use
I can answer these question to you here. with an honest answer. I am feeling blessed these days. I am so happy and in a relationship that makes me feel amazing about myself and it makes me love myself and I just want to do more for him myself and our kids. I haven’t felt complete in such a long time I felt lost and I fell in a dark hole for a long time and we Tommy and I fell in love and none of us knew this would happened but it did and I am so happy it did my kids are happy my son is in a better place and he he is happy I am in a lovable non toxic relationship and I have to say I am doing great and there will be more coming up in our journey because we have big plans for us and our kids. this lifestyle is not easy right! but we have to make the best of it, because their is no going back to what it was right we know we have to wear a mask for everything and this is to keep us safe and others and social distancing is a must but we can make new routines and have more family nights to remember, we have to make sure we are healthy and grateful fr what god has giving us because I don’t know about you guys but I don’t get inbarrased if I go to the near by church an get free food for our house like we are blessed in many ways but we don’t see that yes we buy food for the house but if their is free help why not take it so we are blessed.life is hard as it is but we make it work. I have to say I don’t like it because I was unto going to th movies freely and shopping and eating out and enjoying the view of manhattan but no we are afraid of what ifs because this disease is serious and we don’t want to bring that home with us to our family and the constant worry about I went to the hospital did I do right omg are we safe is just mind blowing but we just hav to make sure we are safe and we use precaution and distance ourself.
that being said I am blessed and my heart goes out to all the families that have lost someone to the pandemic and prayers and hugs goes out to all your families from me and my family
I am doing fine the stress I had digress a bit so I am taking it day by day and I learn to let it go if it cannot get fix because in the end I am the one to get sick so I choose me first because later on he will come into his senses but anyways over all I am ok and the kids are great back to the remote crazy world of learning I am knitting again and creating inserts for my planners and I am living what I am doing I am also enjoying life and all the blessings god is giving me and my family life is short to be stressing random things time to live shine and progress you guys if your into planners and you would like to make your own inserts and have what you need in your inserts and you pick the theme and the design you want weather is hourly vertical horrizontal and much more you have a small fee monthly of $10.00 a month or $100.00 for the year and you can download and print as many as you want is amazing is called planifypro.com check it out ill do a flip through of my planner and the inserts I created and trying them out nd changing things to see what works for me yeah I even finish my sons sweater and I finish my scrappy flax light shirt and it looks great I am just enjoying life and day by day
I notice that I take a lot of things to the heart and stress myself over things I can’t change so I will let certain things go because it can’t be fix unless they want to fix it but until then let it go I’ve been through a lot for the past four years and I am not about to put myself through more if I can’t fix it I will let it go but I won’t tolerate is to be disrespected again I might have to take things away if this continues but I need a usahhhhhh day to relax and stay away from it all
Sometime we do so much for our kids that we dorget we here and that we feel to i finally came to the conclusion that giving everthing to your kids because you didnt have it wasnt the best way in the future they dont see how you feel and push you away i am here pouring out my heart beacause i have noone to talk to and yeah maybe i am this annoying bitch people say i am but i know for a fact i am a hell of a great mother when you think your happy and your not when you believe everything is cuming together and its not when the one person you thought would never hurt you hurts you when is your child that talks back at you when desrespecting me is ok for him and because he is 18 he thinks is ok when i see i mean nothing to him nomore and he states to dont talk to him that hit me in the heart when your son tells you at my dad im in piece and at home their is this negative vibe the question is when did we grew apart when did my son stop luving me or caring when did i became annoying and pestering to him when a parent tells you that everything i do is for you and that i do everything for we dont take things out on you of what we bought you we are not throwing it in your face we telling you what we do for you regardless and when you make anything happened to give him everything and he thinks is ok to be rude and disrespectful twards me thats when i have to put my foot down and let him know i am your mom and you have to listen to me while you live in this house you have to respect me i feel so bad like i did something wrong i know i didnt but it hurts my son for me has been and will always be my everything and my girls but i thought i had a special bond with him i guess not when did he in his mind think is ok to yell at his mother and question when i tell him to do something wao all i can say i am shock but i will move foward and do right by the girls i raised him right he is 18 now is time for me to do things for the girls and hope and pray they dont hate me like it seems my son those i haveent been vlogging because i havent been feeling well has anyone gone through these faces with their 18 year old because lord knows it hurts my soul
i went to the dermatology to get two injections for my psoriasis and boy did they hurt! i mean the pinch didn’t hurt me but the medication wao it felt like it burned as it went in also i got light headed but thankfully it went away. the hubby took the girls to cookies and he got them pajamas and then we went to children’s place where he got the girls a bunch of nice shirts yes my hubby nice and then we had a nice walk as the girls ate pizza me and the hubby ate mangos for snack that was so yummy then after that we went to the nail salon where i did my nails and eye brows oh yeah and hubby got me three pair of leggings he took the girls to the park while i was doing my nails and they had donut and water he is such a blessing then we came home where i started a another sock just cuz yeah i knit guys jajajaja is my favorite hobby other then working out and planners feeling pretty luv the hubby he is nice a bit to nice sometimes my baby he makes me so happy even though sometimes i cant help my mood swings i say sorry because he puts up with my mood swings but i love baby perfect hubby father and step father to my kids did i mention he got my son another game yeah he has another one over all sometimes you have to bite your toungue because god always have someone for you out there sometimes is in front of you and you dont see it i am happy it turned out to be my best friend and dont want it any other way